This weekend could be one of the best weekends of my life. Its great having my father around. I felt like I hadn't seen him in a year, and now that I've said goodbye, I miss him so much already, because I know it will be quite a while before I get to see him again. I felt like that little girl again, crying and waving from the backseat of my moms car. I really hope he makes it safely when driving back. I think my dad gives me strength and revives me every time I get to see him. Hes probably the total opposite of my mother.
What makes me unhappy, is always having to hide.
So I'm thrilled to see Brice meet Ivy and dad, and be able to see that big part of me.
No one has really met my dad before, in person, and definitely hasn't come along with the family on his visits, until Brice. And its a very different feeling, because I've never let someone in as much. It scares me a little still, but I know I don't have to worry. I could swear that he'll stay here.
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