4:30 am this morning was Eric and I's one month.
We spent it sleepily at Ihop. But we waited until 4:30 for our kiss, and a very strong nervous feeling came over me. As if we had never touched before. I felt completely ridiculous but I think that should be a very good sign of how much I want to be with him.
We've had a very emotional couple of nights, and I found out more about him than I thought was possible this soon.
He gets upset so easily when it comes to me, but I realized last night how much I mean to him. Especially when it was Garrett who came between us, and he stood up to him.
And the night before that, we both took adderall and stayed awake until 9 in the morning talking, and opening up to each other. I listened to him read his writings, and sing, and cry. All in the car while it was pouring out.
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