DoubleDream

I had been dead for a while and could not remember how I died, but I was walking through life in a dream state and everyone was there but no one really had their own opinions and people kept disappearing but at the same time I would see the same few over and over, and then Eric was there but would only be there to comfort me or love me and had no ideas of his own. He was just a husk of the person I once knew. Everything was a little off, no one was the same as before and none of the places I visited were really the same either. I remember walking... and then running down a neighborhood as the same houses regenerated and I became terrified because it was infinite. I also ended up at a social gathering each night and there were just rooms of people sitting around tables and talking but about nothing, it was just nonsense and made up words. And I started to catch on that I was making my life up as I went along.
So I thought back to the idea that I could have still been alive , although I had died, because if this was a dream, I was not brain dead yet. I talked to people in this dream and I bounced this idea off of them, but they would either agree or say something which I had already thought up. I realized I could live in this dream for a very long time. But I didn't want that, I wanted to be with Eric, in reality, and there was nothing here in my dream to want to continue on, although I had the ability to make or do anything I chose, I used that ability to create a cliff where I drove my car off of, crying, and thinking the whole time it wouldn't change the fact that I was stuck here.
But I woke up, opened my eyes and saw Eric, and it was a crazy feeling to be back.